my senior year is over. for me it was: friendship. some fight. nerd. mean girls. romance. awesome. crazy. obstacles. national examination. debate. hang out. karaoke. Korean drama. some may laugh some may cry. forgiveness and farewell.
best friend could turn into enemy. but somehow we should let go our ego. and forgive.
some romance might hurt you really bad. but, romance excites my high school life. but, i resolves to concentrate on my career instead of romance for the next month i really need to focus on my study. i will go to college and need extra effort.
i am willing to change now. i'll be a better person. a lot of things i plan for college. I don't want to waste my time anymore.

dear future me,
he was a perfect man for you. he made you believe that there is always someone for everyone. but, someone who always be on our mind as the only one, doesn't always have to be. he came to your heart at your first day, and never really left. but, he is leaving you.

many major cause why you and him had an ending. you just not meant to be. but, this is not the end of your life. because you gonna have a great career and find someone else. if someday you meet him. what will you do? if you are stronger, go face him as a friend.

:D

have a better life ahead.

i am a teenager. i change my mind. i change my mind again, and again. right now i am in the cross road. where my life is full of option.
i don't really have my "me time". i miss my girls a lot. we don't really have time to hang out. i am physically tired.
lately i was busy with my effort for college that i always dreamed about. then i realize that i feeling empty. after figuring out why, i find out that my life doesnt excites me anymore. i don't feel really passionate about my dream. i sort of lose my ambition. this things keep me change my mind. am i taking the right choice?
hopefully god shows me the better way.

Dearest One

See, how he looks at me.

The secret is hidden in each other eyes.

It locked by the mouth.

You’ve got me silly.

Trying to steal.

Glance at some chances.

Parting is such a sorrow.

Goodbye to your back is a blessed.

For I never satisfy.

It’s enough for me to let you go for a while.

Then I regret time.

Did my heart love 'til now?

I am Fortune's fool!

Realize your beauty.

My cheek, two blushing pilgrims.

Blood is red, brush a blush and they cannot tell a lie.

i have through so many things in 2010.
1. makes me forget what i regrets.
accepting the loose, surviving a major broken heart.
2. try to figure out what i will do with my life.
searching for dream is hard because there is so many choice. and afraid of involved in wrong path. but, i guess i know what i'll do with my life.
3. having quality times with my girls and boys
we did hang out a lot, enjoying karoke, dinner, go to cinema, just do simple things. that keeps us happy. but we do responsible for our life and giving the best for the future. i am happy surrended by so many beautiful people.
4. i create more
i write more that i was. organize an event. i learn harder too. i dont know what future brings, until now i just try, try to be better.
5. gettting better in fashion
i was messy but i am on my way to change.
6. figure out that love is......
paired.

2011 resolution:
11 is my favorite number, for so many reason.
i started this year with my buddys. make some barbeque, fireworks, countdown, and run. yes, running.
1. i will buy a running shoes, and start running.
2. become more fashionable.
3. learn hard.
4. go to my dream college and break the leg.
5. read more
6. learn photography.

there are major things that i would like to bring that as the priority. number 4, 3, and 5.

thanks for the wonderful year.

i love being honest with my self. especially in the blog. i just find the power of being truth with anonymous. i don't know who reads this blog, or no one read this. but who cares? as long as i am happy. even if it's empty.


i currently watch The Holiday.
it's such a beautiful movie. i knew i was sleepy at that time. it was midnight, but i cannot deny the temptation from this movie.
the movie is about broken hearted men and women, succed but hardly happy. go as far as they can. they sort of Holiday from their heart.
at first i thought the movie just an easy lovely movie, but in the middle it's kinda heart trending.
5 stars for the movie. so refreshing. the idea is s fresh. and nothing akward in this movie.
the compotition was nice. every character are strong.
there's no many beautiful line. which can reminds us of our own life. it's so down to earth.
and also jude law is so handsome. ^^


watching movies gives me more time to think. than stay in my class. study for the final exam. then i realize, someday i am gonna leave. leave this city. i gonna have a long holiday. this city gave me so many memory. that i prefer to forget than remember.


to do list for my looooooonggggggg HOLIDAY:
-study-
1. going to fitness.
2. running.
3. cycling.
4. swimming.
5. reading books i brought, that i never have any chance to read.
6. learning some languages.
7. backpacking.
8. having some new best friends. boys and girls.
9. writing more.
10. bake some cakes.
11. photography class.
12. scetch some building.
13. and probably in love.
i dont' know what else. but i will figure it out later.
and maybe someday i will come back home.
:D

BTW, the upcoming event is new year. what's is your plan?

i miss something, or maybe it's someone.
i don't know, i don't even care, i mean, who's care?
that something makes me play old song such as i miss you blink-182.
something that makes you lives your life crazy as shit.
something that's makes you running like hell.
whether it's new york city or new Zealand, there's always a gravity too pull me back.
makes everything illogical becoming magic.

i don't know when. but i just enjoying the process.
i know it's not here. i never see it. but i miss it.
hah. who knows?

:D love you guys.

my senior year is over. for me it was: friendship. some fight. nerd. mean girls. romance. awesome. crazy. obstacles. national examination. debate. hang out. karaoke. Korean drama. some may laugh some may cry. forgiveness and farewell.
best friend could turn into enemy. but somehow we should let go our ego. and forgive.
some romance might hurt you really bad. but, romance excites my high school life. but, i resolves to concentrate on my career instead of romance for the next month i really need to focus on my study. i will go to college and need extra effort.
i am willing to change now. i'll be a better person. a lot of things i plan for college. I don't want to waste my time anymore.

dear future me,
he was a perfect man for you. he made you believe that there is always someone for everyone. but, someone who always be on our mind as the only one, doesn't always have to be. he came to your heart at your first day, and never really left. but, he is leaving you.

many major cause why you and him had an ending. you just not meant to be. but, this is not the end of your life. because you gonna have a great career and find someone else. if someday you meet him. what will you do? if you are stronger, go face him as a friend.

:D

have a better life ahead.

i am a teenager. i change my mind. i change my mind again, and again. right now i am in the cross road. where my life is full of option.
i don't really have my "me time". i miss my girls a lot. we don't really have time to hang out. i am physically tired.
lately i was busy with my effort for college that i always dreamed about. then i realize that i feeling empty. after figuring out why, i find out that my life doesnt excites me anymore. i don't feel really passionate about my dream. i sort of lose my ambition. this things keep me change my mind. am i taking the right choice?
hopefully god shows me the better way.

Dearest One

See, how he looks at me.

The secret is hidden in each other eyes.

It locked by the mouth.

You’ve got me silly.

Trying to steal.

Glance at some chances.

Parting is such a sorrow.

Goodbye to your back is a blessed.

For I never satisfy.

It’s enough for me to let you go for a while.

Then I regret time.

Did my heart love 'til now?

I am Fortune's fool!

Realize your beauty.

My cheek, two blushing pilgrims.

Blood is red, brush a blush and they cannot tell a lie.

i have through so many things in 2010.
1. makes me forget what i regrets.
accepting the loose, surviving a major broken heart.
2. try to figure out what i will do with my life.
searching for dream is hard because there is so many choice. and afraid of involved in wrong path. but, i guess i know what i'll do with my life.
3. having quality times with my girls and boys
we did hang out a lot, enjoying karoke, dinner, go to cinema, just do simple things. that keeps us happy. but we do responsible for our life and giving the best for the future. i am happy surrended by so many beautiful people.
4. i create more
i write more that i was. organize an event. i learn harder too. i dont know what future brings, until now i just try, try to be better.
5. gettting better in fashion
i was messy but i am on my way to change.
6. figure out that love is......
paired.

2011 resolution:
11 is my favorite number, for so many reason.
i started this year with my buddys. make some barbeque, fireworks, countdown, and run. yes, running.
1. i will buy a running shoes, and start running.
2. become more fashionable.
3. learn hard.
4. go to my dream college and break the leg.
5. read more
6. learn photography.

there are major things that i would like to bring that as the priority. number 4, 3, and 5.

thanks for the wonderful year.

i love being honest with my self. especially in the blog. i just find the power of being truth with anonymous. i don't know who reads this blog, or no one read this. but who cares? as long as i am happy. even if it's empty.


i currently watch The Holiday.
it's such a beautiful movie. i knew i was sleepy at that time. it was midnight, but i cannot deny the temptation from this movie.
the movie is about broken hearted men and women, succed but hardly happy. go as far as they can. they sort of Holiday from their heart.
at first i thought the movie just an easy lovely movie, but in the middle it's kinda heart trending.
5 stars for the movie. so refreshing. the idea is s fresh. and nothing akward in this movie.
the compotition was nice. every character are strong.
there's no many beautiful line. which can reminds us of our own life. it's so down to earth.
and also jude law is so handsome. ^^


watching movies gives me more time to think. than stay in my class. study for the final exam. then i realize, someday i am gonna leave. leave this city. i gonna have a long holiday. this city gave me so many memory. that i prefer to forget than remember.


to do list for my looooooonggggggg HOLIDAY:
-study-
1. going to fitness.
2. running.
3. cycling.
4. swimming.
5. reading books i brought, that i never have any chance to read.
6. learning some languages.
7. backpacking.
8. having some new best friends. boys and girls.
9. writing more.
10. bake some cakes.
11. photography class.
12. scetch some building.
13. and probably in love.
i dont' know what else. but i will figure it out later.
and maybe someday i will come back home.
:D

BTW, the upcoming event is new year. what's is your plan?

i miss something, or maybe it's someone.
i don't know, i don't even care, i mean, who's care?
that something makes me play old song such as i miss you blink-182.
something that makes you lives your life crazy as shit.
something that's makes you running like hell.
whether it's new york city or new Zealand, there's always a gravity too pull me back.
makes everything illogical becoming magic.

i don't know when. but i just enjoying the process.
i know it's not here. i never see it. but i miss it.
hah. who knows?

:D love you guys.