the only thing i could say is: I'm sorry . I can't be Perfect.
i have tried everything i can. but it seems not working properly.

i feels like i lose half of my mind. and absolutely my passion. when you try your best but you don't succeed.

i promise they will learn from my mistake.

Label: mistake

sedang dalam proses pembuatan.
i have no idea what to write, i haven't found the right evaluation.

Label: evaluating, life

bucket list adalah daftar keinginan yang d buat seseorang saat sekarat. jd, kalopun aku bakal meninggal nanti, aku mw membuat bucket list dan menyelesaikan. AMIN!!!

1. Nonton Orkestra live. aku sii berencana nntn orkestra pas aku lg hamil. biar otak anaknya berkembang dengan seluruh emosi dari tiap alah musik. aku juga pgn nyampaikan ke anak aku kalo aku suka sekali sama musik (since i was 5, i remember a song easily). aku mw mengajak anak aku berkenalan sedikit2 tentang hidup aku dgn cara ini.
2. mengendarai gondola. wahahah... org2 d venice bakal takjub liat aku.
3. naik bianglala.
4. main anggar.
5. bertani di sawah.
6. menyelam d tempat2 bagus, hahah.. terutama d sulawesi.
7. duet dengan suami di resepsi pernikahan. that's why i always want to marry someone who can play music. at least a simple key.
8. bagi-bagikan quotes di traffic light.
9. menulis buku. aku bukan a good writer sii.. cm aku merasa punya semangat yang bise aku bagi dengan orang lain. karena rasanye ini cara berbagi yang paling hebat, karena semangat tuh adalah basic dari life skill. berbagi itu susah sekarang, jarang sekali bisa meliaht org berbagi, everyone busy with their own problem.
10. ke bahamas. aku selalu bilang ke kawan2 kalo aku punye 1 pulau d bahasamas dengan johnny depp. tp itu quite unnecessary. jadi at least aku pernah ke sana aja lah.
11. makan salju. dan buat snow angel. kayak gambar ini.
12. peluk johnny depp (amin!!!!), kalo nda dpt peluk, salaman aja tp lama weheheh... (agak ngaco, nda perlu d tepati)
13. pake masker emas, mw merasakan khasiatnye buat kulit. I love beauty treatment.
14. buat 11 Oktober jadi libur nasional. (agak ngaco, nda perlu d tepati)
15. sekolah d luar negeri.
16. travel around the world.
17. rumah yg ada tamannya. kalo aku jd arsitek aku yg design sendiri.
18. minum kopi luwak, malu sbg org indonesia nda pernah merasakan kopi luwak!! (walopun agak geli)
19. naik kapal pesiar. honestly i never been in a cruise. in indonesia we prefes to travel with plane or train or bus.. and i kinda afraid of sea sick. but cruise is worth to try.
20. get married, have 2/3 children.
21. FALL IN LOVE, never totally felt that way.
22. naik unta. it means that i should go to mecca.
23. jd SUPERMOM. sampe anak2 kecil yg lain ngiri same mama kayak gini.
24. buat indonesia terkenal d mata dunia bukan dr sisi teroris, korupsi, suber daya minyak yg mw habis, negara miskin, dan kebodohan lainnya. hanya mw merubah paradigma masyarakat dunia bahwa indonesia itu indah.
25. buat quotes yg terkenal dan d ingat org2. kayak buanglah sampah pada tempatnya. kebersihan adalah sebaian dari iman. practice makes perfect. who doesn't know it?
26. punye cincin kawin yg bise d wariskan turun temurun.
27. bisa kasi warisan buat anak2. bukan tabungan, bukan harta, bukan sebidang tanah, bukan rumah. cuma semangat dan warisan ttg kehidupan. terinspirasi dr "last lecture" yang bapaknye buat buku buat anak-anaknya. kayaknye aku mw kasi petuah turun temurun keluarga Yustina Octifanny kayak meet the robinson.

the most important things:
To love and to be loved

Label: bucket list

Artist: Michael Bublé

Haven’t Met You Yet

I’m Not Surprised
Not everything Lasts
I’ve Broken My Heart So Many Times,
I’ve Stopped Keep in Track.
Talk Myself In
I Talk Myself Out
I Get all worked up
Than I Let Myself Down.

I Tried So Very Hard Not To Lose It
I Came Up With A Million Excuses
I Thought I thought of Every Possibility

Mmmmm ….

I Might Have To Wait
I’ll Never Give Up
I Guess It’s half timing
And The Other half’s luck
Wherever You Are
Whenever It’s Right
You’ll Come Out Of Nowhere And Into My Life

And I Know That We Can Be So Amazing
And Baby Your Love Is Gonna Change Me
And Now I Can See Every Possibility

hmmmmm ……

They Say All’s fair
In Love And War
But I Won’t Need To Fight it
Get invited
We’ll Be United

And I Know That We Can Be So Amazing
And girl Your Love Is Gonna Change Me
And Now I Can See Every Single Possibility

hmmm …..

Oh You Know That Will All Turn Up
And I will Work So We Can Work To Work It Out
And I Promise You Kid To Give So Much More Than I Get
Yeah I Just Haven’t Met You Yet

I Just Haven’t Met You Yet
Oh Promise You Kid
To Give So Much More Than I Get

I Said Love Love Love Love Love Love Love …..
I Just Haven’t Met You Yet
Love Love Love …..
I Just Haven’t Met You Yet

this song kinda inspire me. i just haven't met you yet, or maybe i have, but i don't realize. hehhehe...

and also i inspire by P.S: i love you quotes. while Denise asked his BF, "where have you been?" and the boy answered, "with the wrong women".. ohhh...

Label: love, song

the only thing i could say is: I'm sorry . I can't be Perfect.
i have tried everything i can. but it seems not working properly.

i feels like i lose half of my mind. and absolutely my passion. when you try your best but you don't succeed.

i promise they will learn from my mistake.

Label: mistake

sedang dalam proses pembuatan.
i have no idea what to write, i haven't found the right evaluation.

Label: evaluating, life

bucket list adalah daftar keinginan yang d buat seseorang saat sekarat. jd, kalopun aku bakal meninggal nanti, aku mw membuat bucket list dan menyelesaikan. AMIN!!!

1. Nonton Orkestra live. aku sii berencana nntn orkestra pas aku lg hamil. biar otak anaknya berkembang dengan seluruh emosi dari tiap alah musik. aku juga pgn nyampaikan ke anak aku kalo aku suka sekali sama musik (since i was 5, i remember a song easily). aku mw mengajak anak aku berkenalan sedikit2 tentang hidup aku dgn cara ini.
2. mengendarai gondola. wahahah... org2 d venice bakal takjub liat aku.
3. naik bianglala.
4. main anggar.
5. bertani di sawah.
6. menyelam d tempat2 bagus, hahah.. terutama d sulawesi.
7. duet dengan suami di resepsi pernikahan. that's why i always want to marry someone who can play music. at least a simple key.
8. bagi-bagikan quotes di traffic light.
9. menulis buku. aku bukan a good writer sii.. cm aku merasa punya semangat yang bise aku bagi dengan orang lain. karena rasanye ini cara berbagi yang paling hebat, karena semangat tuh adalah basic dari life skill. berbagi itu susah sekarang, jarang sekali bisa meliaht org berbagi, everyone busy with their own problem.
10. ke bahamas. aku selalu bilang ke kawan2 kalo aku punye 1 pulau d bahasamas dengan johnny depp. tp itu quite unnecessary. jadi at least aku pernah ke sana aja lah.
11. makan salju. dan buat snow angel. kayak gambar ini.
12. peluk johnny depp (amin!!!!), kalo nda dpt peluk, salaman aja tp lama weheheh... (agak ngaco, nda perlu d tepati)
13. pake masker emas, mw merasakan khasiatnye buat kulit. I love beauty treatment.
14. buat 11 Oktober jadi libur nasional. (agak ngaco, nda perlu d tepati)
15. sekolah d luar negeri.
16. travel around the world.
17. rumah yg ada tamannya. kalo aku jd arsitek aku yg design sendiri.
18. minum kopi luwak, malu sbg org indonesia nda pernah merasakan kopi luwak!! (walopun agak geli)
19. naik kapal pesiar. honestly i never been in a cruise. in indonesia we prefes to travel with plane or train or bus.. and i kinda afraid of sea sick. but cruise is worth to try.
20. get married, have 2/3 children.
21. FALL IN LOVE, never totally felt that way.
22. naik unta. it means that i should go to mecca.
23. jd SUPERMOM. sampe anak2 kecil yg lain ngiri same mama kayak gini.
24. buat indonesia terkenal d mata dunia bukan dr sisi teroris, korupsi, suber daya minyak yg mw habis, negara miskin, dan kebodohan lainnya. hanya mw merubah paradigma masyarakat dunia bahwa indonesia itu indah.
25. buat quotes yg terkenal dan d ingat org2. kayak buanglah sampah pada tempatnya. kebersihan adalah sebaian dari iman. practice makes perfect. who doesn't know it?
26. punye cincin kawin yg bise d wariskan turun temurun.
27. bisa kasi warisan buat anak2. bukan tabungan, bukan harta, bukan sebidang tanah, bukan rumah. cuma semangat dan warisan ttg kehidupan. terinspirasi dr "last lecture" yang bapaknye buat buku buat anak-anaknya. kayaknye aku mw kasi petuah turun temurun keluarga Yustina Octifanny kayak meet the robinson.

the most important things:
To love and to be loved

Label: bucket list

Artist: Michael Bublé

Haven’t Met You Yet

I’m Not Surprised
Not everything Lasts
I’ve Broken My Heart So Many Times,
I’ve Stopped Keep in Track.
Talk Myself In
I Talk Myself Out
I Get all worked up
Than I Let Myself Down.

I Tried So Very Hard Not To Lose It
I Came Up With A Million Excuses
I Thought I thought of Every Possibility

Mmmmm ….

I Might Have To Wait
I’ll Never Give Up
I Guess It’s half timing
And The Other half’s luck
Wherever You Are
Whenever It’s Right
You’ll Come Out Of Nowhere And Into My Life

And I Know That We Can Be So Amazing
And Baby Your Love Is Gonna Change Me
And Now I Can See Every Possibility

hmmmmm ……

They Say All’s fair
In Love And War
But I Won’t Need To Fight it
Get invited
We’ll Be United

And I Know That We Can Be So Amazing
And girl Your Love Is Gonna Change Me
And Now I Can See Every Single Possibility

hmmm …..

Oh You Know That Will All Turn Up
And I will Work So We Can Work To Work It Out
And I Promise You Kid To Give So Much More Than I Get
Yeah I Just Haven’t Met You Yet

I Just Haven’t Met You Yet
Oh Promise You Kid
To Give So Much More Than I Get

I Said Love Love Love Love Love Love Love …..
I Just Haven’t Met You Yet
Love Love Love …..
I Just Haven’t Met You Yet

this song kinda inspire me. i just haven't met you yet, or maybe i have, but i don't realize. hehhehe...

and also i inspire by P.S: i love you quotes. while Denise asked his BF, "where have you been?" and the boy answered, "with the wrong women".. ohhh...

Label: love, song