♔luckiest girl ever
Kamis, 06 Mei 2010 08.44 |
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i am the luckiest girl ever.
i believe everything is happen for a reason. and there it is, the real proof. i mean, i developing my self again tonight. i realize many thing tonight.
well, finally i can let go everything. and god answer my pray. i used to involve with a boy without any label on it. it was sooo questionable. sometimes (i'm not that religious) i pray to god and asking the same question. is he meant to be with me or not? and finally god answer "no". but, it's kinda mess me up when people come to me and ask how far we go, our current label, etc. in the other word i am denying a broken heart.
then i remember my self that we are not meant to be. i was so blinded by emotion. he can't even bear my self. i big girl with a big dream. i need a really huge and strong container.
i believe everything is happen for a reason. and there it is, the real proof. i mean, i developing my self again tonight. i realize many thing tonight.
well, finally i can let go everything. and god answer my pray. i used to involve with a boy without any label on it. it was sooo questionable. sometimes (i'm not that religious) i pray to god and asking the same question. is he meant to be with me or not? and finally god answer "no". but, it's kinda mess me up when people come to me and ask how far we go, our current label, etc. in the other word i am denying a broken heart.
then i remember my self that we are not meant to be. i was so blinded by emotion. he can't even bear my self. i big girl with a big dream. i need a really huge and strong container.
Label: dream
