happy october.
2 days ahead is my bday.
it'll be SWEET SEVENTEEN. (11-10-93)
tomorrow is 10-10-10. the symbol of perfection people said.
enough with the chit chat.

i see a reguler guy. have you ever heard that a girl will fall in love with someone that behave like his father. i think i am falling for him. usually i based my feeling with many consideration. i never really let it flow. i always considering someone with his B3. behavior, brain, beauty.
but this one. is too reguler. i dont even know what makes him special.

i am not really over the old one. sometimes bad though cross my mind. i wish i hit my head and losing my memory, about him only. (i dont want to lose my academic memory. it's worth everything for my last year in school)
you know, those kind of memory of driving around city together, some unexpected texts, laught. hah. i am missing him again. :(

btw, my regular guy is not smart at all, his not really funny, not rich either. he's the way to reguler. but, he makes me smile. but (again), people are people and sometimes we change our mind. no need to surprise if one day i post something that I found another people. lol

sometimes, i feel like i woke up in the morning and realize, "maybe summer right". *300 days of summer. "there is no such a things as love its fantasy."
maybe if the old me hear this i am gonna say, "if love fantasy, let me die in fantasy". but in fact i cant deny it. maybe i am too young to know love.

oh yea, hows ur day?
i am busy. as I told you before, i spend my time mostly in courses. i need to be a briliant student to get enough prestice.
i am in the middle of racing rite now. everyone is planning to go to famouse university.
i am one of the bunch of people who compete.

hot movies f the month is 3 idiot. when i see the movie i totally jealous. they have a strong realtionship. actually i have some close friend. but it only close. we always says e want a close friend badly in front of ecah other. but we never really try.

happy october.
2 days ahead is my bday.
it'll be SWEET SEVENTEEN. (11-10-93)
tomorrow is 10-10-10. the symbol of perfection people said.
enough with the chit chat.

i see a reguler guy. have you ever heard that a girl will fall in love with someone that behave like his father. i think i am falling for him. usually i based my feeling with many consideration. i never really let it flow. i always considering someone with his B3. behavior, brain, beauty.
but this one. is too reguler. i dont even know what makes him special.

i am not really over the old one. sometimes bad though cross my mind. i wish i hit my head and losing my memory, about him only. (i dont want to lose my academic memory. it's worth everything for my last year in school)
you know, those kind of memory of driving around city together, some unexpected texts, laught. hah. i am missing him again. :(

btw, my regular guy is not smart at all, his not really funny, not rich either. he's the way to reguler. but, he makes me smile. but (again), people are people and sometimes we change our mind. no need to surprise if one day i post something that I found another people. lol

sometimes, i feel like i woke up in the morning and realize, "maybe summer right". *300 days of summer. "there is no such a things as love its fantasy."
maybe if the old me hear this i am gonna say, "if love fantasy, let me die in fantasy". but in fact i cant deny it. maybe i am too young to know love.

oh yea, hows ur day?
i am busy. as I told you before, i spend my time mostly in courses. i need to be a briliant student to get enough prestice.
i am in the middle of racing rite now. everyone is planning to go to famouse university.
i am one of the bunch of people who compete.

hot movies f the month is 3 idiot. when i see the movie i totally jealous. they have a strong realtionship. actually i have some close friend. but it only close. we always says e want a close friend badly in front of ecah other. but we never really try.